*because i've been waiting for you

2007-12-11T18:24:00.000+08:00

我曾经以为安慰都是多余的。

2007-12-09T01:43:00.000+08:00

decided to cont watching xian jian qi xia zhuan
after i stopped at episode 5 that time
and since i cant slp also.. so ah wells
better than lyin in bed doing nth.

this is bad.
my mind keeps running away from me
i should keep it locked and chained up.
then i would need a whip to keep it from escaping again.

i think i need to learn how to hypnotize myself
zi wo chui mian you know.
den i can slp and think at the same time.
how great.

alright...
its 145am!
goodnight kids!

我愿意一秒钟放弃全宇宙
挤在只有我们紧靠的小星球

2007-12-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

ohgreat! xr scanned the neoprints and HAHA i copied them from her blog.
save me all the trouble i feel like some lazy pigg but nvm its okay. (:

tada!

2007-12-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

went k-ing at some ulu place.. jie shao-ed by xr.
and me and kristy got lost.
-.-
but it was not bad in the end la. they had more songs than kbox.

den bugis.
walked arnd.
took neos.
HAHA it was funn~
hanging like a monkey
and i shall upload those neoprints when i have the time.
(:

saw angela and duying
they queued for xing guang bang's autograph session
from 12-9
woahhh patience not bad.
i would have gone if xiao jing teng was there... (:

alright i feel like pms-ing tonight.
roll my eyes and tell ppl to shut up and go away
okay i should lock myself up in a cupboard.
i dont like you goodbye.

2007-12-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

read joyce's post and decided to update my wishes on my blog too...
~~~
getting married is still top on the list.
((:

added in arnd 20more i think
althought half.. or 3/4 of them are quite impossible
so yeah...

2007-12-06T13:47:00.000+08:00

i dug out my ipod
after it died since school ended.
AND IT COLLECTED DUST. o.o
uploaded songs
listened to old old songs
blahblah

read 《家》until the 100th page
can u believe it...IM ACTUALLY READING...!!! (:
its quite nice actually...
shall try those jin yong's books
xiaoying finished them all alr! ><
she say will read until shang ying de.. :/
blehbleh

one and a half weeks before i fly off
dint really feel like going now...
i know its taiwan
i know ive been dying to get there
i know im supposed to feel excited
but i just dont feel like going
i feel like a spoilt brat.
nvm ignore me i will still go
i have to anyway.
so i shall stop talking crap now.

alright goodbye world.
//im missing you*

爱我好吗

我愿意让伤心再来一遍

只要你留一个位置给我

哪怕是在你心中

最容易被忽略的角落

-爱我好吗卓文萱-

2007-12-04T17:12:00.000+08:00

我喜欢你开始脸红了

我爱上你傻傻听我的

我幻想你世界都疯了

下一秒我唱我的歌

我喜欢你疯狂的想着

我爱上你自在的快乐

我幻想你永远是我的

我要的我爱的多难得

-我恋爱了张韶涵-

我喜欢你为我认真的

我爱上你傻傻为我想着

我幻想我一辈子都是你的

败给你，傻傻的勇气。

2007-12-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

一个成功的男人
就是使自己赚到的钱比妻子花掉的还要多

而一个成功的女人
就是能找到这样的男人。

2007-12-01T15:20:00.000+08:00

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐

拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折

我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么

我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的

*不想懂得张韶涵*

……说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么……

2007-11-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

enchanted is nice! (:

and im sick. literally physically sick. ):
slpt the whole day off \:

things seem to be going all wrong.
in every single way i never wanted it to be.

and i wish my mind could be still for once,
stop wandering around and catching those lil negative thoughts.

because it's killing me.

my heart needs an MC. desperately.

2007-11-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

...累死我了...

2007-11-25T00:48:00.000+08:00

my prayers were not answered.

2007-11-24T19:11:00.000+08:00

hope that body found..
is not his.

because the last thing he told us was...
see you guys next year.

i prayed.

2007-11-22T14:35:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE FREAKING CRAP THE HIGHEST PSLE AGGREGATE THIS YEAR IS.
294.
LIKE !@#$%^&*()
who the freaking smart kid got that.
like gosh just go die your brain is not suitable to stay on earth.
go mars go pluto go disneyland i dont care.

and hell everyone arnd is getting like 270++++
LIKE ITS SO EASY TO GET THAT OMG.
i wish i had that too but nvm im happy with that 260.
im not gna feel inferior to kids nowadays
who carry nike adidas and what not which cost like at least 100+bucks.
im a kid of.. the past. ><

ohyes my bro got 234 and hes happy with that too!
thats 2 A* which are damn good can.
his languages suck. i told him that.
his hcl is like.. PASS. -.-"
like hello my boy u speak chinese at home and u got a PASS?!?!?!?
but nvm im still proud of his overall results.
that 2A* were extra bonus and being a nice sister ive always been,
idecided to treat him to icecream.
NOT MACS.
but venezia. or swensens.

alright he got into anderson sec alr so it doesnt matter.
anderson is a good sch anw, 250+ den can get in la.
my dad wanted him to dsa into dhs. BUT I REFUSED.
BECAUSE IF HE GOT IN, MY DAD CAN ONLY FETCH HIM TO SCH.
AND I HAVE TO TAKE BUS. NO WAY. HAHA.
im a selfish kid. my slp is more impt. and anderson is good enough.
(:

HAHA okay goodbye!

2007-11-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOSH MY BACK IS BLEEDING.
i got a damn biggg cut
so deep that its purple now.
thanks to dear saniah, weet, and angela.
we were happily eatting our kfc at mschen's hse
and they were laughing at how stupid i was
and BANGGG. i knocked into the table behind
and the corner pierced into my back.
HOW SMART. it was of high entertainment value btw.

-.-

and jelly making was.. *speechless*
well u can fill in that blank yourself.
it turned out... fine. AT LEAST for first timers.
(:

and i suck at monopoly.
i was still at the first round when WEET WAS ON HER THIRD
AND SHE BOUGHT EVERYTHING AWAY WHICH LEAVES ME WITH NTH.
-.-

but ah wells it was fun I TOOK LOTSA PHOTOS! (will upload when im free)

OHYES.
bro getting back psle results tmr goodluck boy!
im going there with him.
and fri.. kbox wth angela.
sat.. shopping with the kids
sun..
see how. HAHAHA. (:

alright i have alot of stuff to comment on but i shall start on a new post
so that i dun zao1 ta4 this post.
goodbye!

2007-11-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

AHHH PAM MY LES PARTNER IS COMING TO NJ!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
BEWARE PEOPLE.
IM GNA BECOME LES BACK AGN.
like...
ilubbueezxzx muackxzxz
(oh wait thats bimbo.)

2007-11-20T18:31:00.000+08:00

yay!! dance performance was... sweet! (:
woke up at 445 and reached sch at 530 for dance.
WAS BARELY ASLP AND I WOKE UP FEELING LIKE A ZOMBIE.
but anw,
im starting to like dance more.
we seem to know each other better now..!

and yay! THERES DANCE PARTYYY AT MS CHEN'S HSE TMR!
cant wait cant wait.
the whole world is gna fall sick tmr, guess why.
HAHA im gna make jelly for them tmr!!! (:
and IM GNA MAKE THEM EAT.

ohyeah and i dint had time to reply an sms this morning
cux making up and changin and whats not.
and im feeling horrible now.
boo. ):

anw
sun is gna come real soon
sun is gna come real soon
sun is gna come real soon

*self persuade*

(dang sun just passed)

-.-

alright im free on thurs and sat im gna make myself happy
and sleep SLEEP SLEEEPPPP.
my eye bags can carry dictionaries now.
saniah's can carry encyclopedia.
claire's can carry a whole computer.

we need sleep. badly.
im gna sleep for atleast 12hrs a day for this week! (:
alright dinner time! goodbye kids! <3

2007-11-19T19:22:00.000+08:00

silent screams;

alright i shall blog about... these few days.
dance had been ruling my life since hols started
and thank goodness ive just finish my last practise for the year.
PERFORMANCE TMR! AT SUNTEC! MCYS THINGY!
(:

then ms raaha hse.
AND I BOUGHT SHOES BEFORE GOING THERE!
from CHARLES AND KEITH!
((:
and the best thing is, MY MUM PAID ME BACK.
YES i can go out now! :D

ohyeah ms raaha hse is NICE.
sweet cosy homey house.
but still.. not my type. HAHA.
i prefer a wen lao shi type of hse.
MORE MENG HUAN U KNOW! HAHA :D:D

and i went to watch gameplan ydae at vivo.
:D
movie is not bad
but i think the cinema is better HAHA

yeah thats all im bored at home pls ask me out.
okay actually no nid.
i very zi dong one.
I WILL ASK YOU OUT DE. dont worry.

alright thats all isnt my life sweet.
u know u are jealous pls dont
my head will swell
and my ego will shoot up to the sky and the stars will drop.

anw,
when someone thought it was JACK AND JILL
who dropped breadcrumbs along the way to rmb the way home,
dont go O.O
just give a smile and say,
hansel and gretel will be so hurt.

okay goodbye kids!!
bu yao tai xiang wo.
xiang yi dian jiu hao! <3

2007-11-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

2007-11-16T19:34:00.000+08:00

i have this daily tarot card thingy.
and,
im starting to feel that its scary.

its too zhun.
zhun until...
wo hui pa lehhhhhh!!!
+.+

but wells, i shouldnt be so mi xin.
its BADDDDD.

alright its SAT TMR!
AND SUN THE DAY AFTER.
i told u i can wait. (:

2007-11-15T20:41:00.000+08:00

"
就算你给我全世界最严密的防守，
我也会想办法找到你的破绽，
突破你，超前你，
然后穿越你，
因为喜欢你，
所以得分。
"

-斗牛要不要-
贺军翔，Hebe, 李威主演

2007-11-15T16:45:00.000+08:00

I CLEARED MY TABLE TODAYY!!!!!!! (:
sense of achievement nehhh!
(but aiya lose to lynna, she nvr tidy since last yr)

HAHA decided not to take a photo of my table before i clear it
SO PAISAY CAUSE ITS TOO MESSY!!! ><
okay la ive decided to be neater now anw.
(:

ohyes the zhong dian of this post is not me clearing my stuff...
but what i found while clearing.
HAHAHA.

this is like the lost and found post.

okay here it goes!

1) 一座城池 book FROM DES!
2) chinese olvl 6yr series book FROM XIURONG!
3) the crucible FROM RUIYI!
4) the blue wristband FROM CS (he left it at my hse when he came for econs. and i forgot to return since then)
5) 200chengyu bk FROM FUDDY!
6) piggy softtoy FROM CLAR (she left it that time when she slpt over at my hse)
7) that ring FROM CLAR (i stole from her for fun and i forgot i did. she also dont rmb she had one. HAHAHA)

AND THE MOST KUA ZHANG ONE.

jiaa's sec 2 maths textbk.
-.-

YES I KNOW ITS 2 YRS ALR. HAHA.
i wonder how she study for maths for olvls.
i rmb that time she come my hse study... DEN ABIT SHE WAS LAZY TO TAKE HOME.
so i kept it for her.
wanted to return her the next day in sch.
but i kept it until..... NOW.
awwwww so sweet right!!
i still rmb lehhhh. (:

ALRIGHT PEOPLE. PLS CLAIM YOUR STUFF BACK.
oh unless u want me to yong yuan ji de ni
den u can leave it with me.
HAHA i promise i will hao hao bao guan de.
maybe 5yrs later i see u den i can return u.
:D:D:D
but yes pls get it back if u want because my room is alr
filled with alot of things le.
leave with me need to pay rent de wor.... (:

okay yesterday was -.-
had to collect dance costume at paya lebar at 1245
but EVERYONE WAS LATE.
and den we all realised that...
NONE OF US KNOW WHERE IS THAT PLACE TO RENT COSTUMES.
-.-""""
so we wandered arnd while calling ppl for help..
and by the time we reach there at 130,
i had to go alr. i literally 碰壁就走.
HAHA! (:
okay la yesterday was quite....
memorable. (:

alright i cant wait for sat and sun!
hurry come!!!!! ><
haha! okay la i will...
wait.
-.-
okay byebye!! <3

2007-11-13T17:09:00.000+08:00

2007-11-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

11hrs to olvls.

jiayou huiwei!
jiayou xiuhui!
jiayou ama!

kami boleh dapat kuputusan yang cemerlang di peperiksaan ini!
A1! (:

2007-11-11T11:44:00.000+08:00

在东京铁塔　第一次眺望
看灯火模仿　坠落的星光
我终於到达　但却更悲伤
一个人完成　我们的梦想

你总说　时间还很多　你可以等我
以前我不懂得　未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛　看你的信会痛　连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛　它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛　恨不懂你会痛　想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上　张扬过哀伤
那是种多麼　寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙　让我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆绑

你没说　你也会软弱　需要倚赖我
我就装不晓得　自由移动　自我地过

我发誓不再说谎了　多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了　灵魂像飘浮著　你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候　陪你做想做的无论什麼
我越来越像贝壳　怕心被人触碰　
你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

-会呼吸的痛-

2007-11-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

他不坏，只是跋扈自恣。

她不好，只是善解人意。

一场偶然的相识，

命运交叉。

他的单恋

她的思念

他们的相爱，

只是一部戏。

戏不坏，只是没结局。

戏不好，只是太感人。

他们都以为还回得去。

他，太有自信。

她，太没自信。

他的单恋
她的思念
他们的相爱，
只是一个错。

一个美丽的错。

一场偶然的相识，
命运交叉。

却交叉在路的尽头- 转身离开。

他不坏，只是跋扈自恣。
她不好，只是善解人意。

2007-11-09T14:29:00.000+08:00

my mum's memory and stamina really amazes me.
she has been scolding me and my sis for an hr alr
and the zhong dian is.

she has repeated everything that she said 15times.
it is still counting.

i wonder if she knows she is repeating herself.
or rather.
i wonder if she even realises that we dont care a single crap abt it.

ohwait.

maybe she really has no idea that shes being such a nuisance.

thats why she is STILL repeating herself.

it all started because all of us dint open the fridge since morning
and OF COURSE, nobody would have realised that the bottle in the fridge was empty
AND SADLY, nobody went to fill it up.
so our ears had to suffer that sad fate.

haii.. wonder why she cant say it nicely,
we would kindly fill it up for her.
but since she choose to start that broken recorder of hers,
too bad ipod earpiece work well.

oh maybe i cant blame her,
thats her fav past time anw.

how stuupid.

and to think my bro escaped that torturous crap.

WHICH BRINGS ME BACK TO THE POINT THAT MY PARENTS ARE BIASED.
against girls that is.
and i shant elaborate because it would take up days of ranting
and pages of vulgarities.

my brother should have been borned a girl.
i would be a happier person.
no wait.
my sisters and i would have been happier.

and we wont think of leaving the house as our common goal.

well, when rolling your eyes in their faces fail to work,
and giving them the silent treatment has no use at all,
whats left is...

HOPE TO GET MARRIED ASAP.

thats my 16 yr old wish
and it isnt coming true.

-.-

im gna cont wishing for that till i get married.
hopefully not 10yrs later.
i would have wasted 10 borthday wishes.

alright im gna stop talking crap while my mum continue hers.

its the 15th time shes repeating btw.

and still counting.

2007-11-08T22:36:00.001+08:00

came on just to say this.

im going taiwan on the 21st.

OF DECEMBER

NOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!
><

2007-11-08T12:08:00.000+08:00

今天，
天哭了。

天，
再一次失控，
泪，
倾盆而下。

它，
哭得好无助，
好寂寞。

我，
站在玻璃窗前，
无能为力，
看着天，
一直哭，不停地哭泣。

望着灰暗的天，
释怀给它一个拥抱
太遥远了。
我抱着空气，
让他们带着我的温暖
送给天去。

我好奇地看着玻璃窗，
怎么也在流泪？
我问了他。
他和天一样，
什么都没说。

我只好去找天使了。

白白的翅膀，
白白的衬衫，
白白的天使。

我问天使，
为何总是失约，从来没降临？

他向我笑了笑，
说我是个傻瓜，
说他一直都在。

我闭上双眼，
听着天的哭泣声，
听着窗的滴答声，
听着自己的心跳。

天使的声音在耳边响起，
清晰的。
却离我越来越远。

我张开双眼，
看见天使的背影，逐渐变小。

白白的翅膀，
白白的衬衫，
白白的天使。

天使要回到天的身边了。

我挥了挥手，
给天使最后的微笑，
再见了，天使，再见。

天使回家了。

天，不哭了。
窗，不哭了。
我，不哭了。

原来伤心是会传染的。

2007-11-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

BYEBYE KAITING!!!
WO HUI XIANG NI DE! ><
JI DE YAO XIANG WO!!!! (:

2007-11-07T18:37:00.000+08:00

my dream came true:
与死亡擦肩而过，死里逃生.

okay so there was this stupid evil bee in the hand towel
and i went to wipe it and tada i got stung.
(how dumb)

den i blacked out at home and my dad brought me to the clinic
and by then my pulse rate was alr 50+
so that dumb doctor wasfreaked out
and called in some specialist in.

THAT DUMB DOCTOR GAVE ME 5JABS
-.-

den i was hospitalised
cux i got allegy to the bee sting and the poison thingy went into my heart.
and they sent me to CCU.

okay yeah so i was unconscious.
BUT THE COOL THING WAS.
i knew what was gg on arnd me.
they had this machine thing which measures my
heartbeat, blood pressure, and oxygen lvl.

and there was once when
MY HEARTBEAT WENT DOWN TO ZERO.
and i was still aware of what was going on arnd me okay!
i was thinking... BU HUI BA!!!! IM ONLY SIXTEEN LEHHHH!!!!
but den, heaven took pity on me because im such a kind nice soul
and i survived. (duhh)

yeah i recalled many stuff while i was unconscious.
just like what i always wanted to do. HAHA.
and i thought about many stuff too.
it's quite cool.

but yeah im nv gna try again.

anw, the hospital food is..
DAMN NICE.
its rice
fried fish with lemon and honey sauce
chicken soup.
mixed veg
jelly
apple juice
orange

THATS ONE MEAL. and it taste 840182346021 times better than sch food.
HAHA! (:

alright its nice to be living again.
im gna start my 'new' life a happier person
byebye huiwei! i mean the old one.

2007-11-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

我决定梁静茹

坏习惯维持好几年
每次被你伤了装作没感觉
在一起久了什么都随便了
心就这样慢慢被忽略

连要回家都看你心情
什么都是你说了才算
夜凉如水我忽然清醒
体贴还不如一些任性

请让我一个人走路回去
我说我可以就是可以
你真的不用表现担心
就省省力气
我决定不再等你决定
我决定今夜想想自己
我决定偶尔也试著去怀疑
是否你的决定我都只能同意

我不怕这样的结局
至少该怎么做我自己决定
再如何伤心都最后一次了
天在破晓之后最美丽

同个路口同一片天空
发现我已不会舍不得
在终於释怀的那一刻
找回了久违的快乐

请让我一个人走路回去
我说我可以就是可以
你真的不用表现担心
就省省力气
我决定不再等你决定
我决定不再等待续集
我决定要在天亮之前冷静
让所有情节从此冻结在这里

就让我一个人走路回去
我说我可以就是可以
你真的不用表现担心
就省省力气
我决定不再等你决定
我决定不再等待续集
我决定要在天亮之前告别
这一段全心全意占有的记忆

其实，当一个人对世界彻底的失望后，

就不会去在乎舍不舍得，伤不伤心，等或不等。

反正都是一样的。

所以，

我也决定不等。

决定想想自己。

决定拯救自己的快乐。

请你相信我，

我说我可以就是可以。

2007-11-04T23:00:00.001+08:00

BYEBYE DESIREE XIURONG JIASHENG!
HAVE FUN AT OBS! (:
im gna miss u guys for a week.
and while u guys have fun at obs,
im gna be stuck at stupid boring meaningless emodule stuff
i wish i could go obs again.

and...

BYEBYE ZHEYU ZUIQIU ZHUOCHUN LY PHUONG DANIEL
see you guys NEXT YEAR! (:

and then...

BYE BYE WORLD
cux im going to...

TAIWAN!!!!!!!!!! (: (: (:
8days! YESYESYESYESYES!!!!
and i made my dad promise to give me me 10000taibi
i thought it was arnd 300++ sing dollars
but according to kt... ITS 500!
o.O
OKAY GOOD ITS SHOPPING TIME!!!! (:
(okay la im not so evil so i shall tell my dad 6000taibi is enough)
im nice.

one more thing.

I GOT A NEW PHONE~!
its not like woahh new new new model
but its a brand new phone.
and i dun nid an expensive one with all those @.@ functions
so yeah IM HAPPY WITH A NEW PHONE!
im gna treasure it like my only love
and save money to put those crystal stuff on it.
YES ITS 100+ ACCORDING TO MEL BUT
IM GNA WORK.
IM GNA SAVE.
IM GNA GET THAT.
(:

alright before i forget...

THANKYOU XIAOYUE!!!!!!
for making me feel loved.
AND LISTENING BECAUSE I WAS DYING TO TELL YOU.
i waited for a whole week before i had the chance to SAY IT ALL OUTTTT!!!
although i dun think u will see this... but..
XIE XIE NI ! MUACKS!!!!! <3

2007-11-04T11:06:00.000+08:00

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

2007-11-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

因为失望，所以无理取闹
因为快乐，所以孤单寂寞
因为坚强，所以懦弱狼狈
因为拥有，所以天寒地冻
因为希望，所以患得患失
因为在乎，所以恨入骨髓
因为习惯，所以沉默无语
因为付出，所以无可奈何

他还不懂，还是不懂，离开是想要被挽留，
如果开口那只是我要来的温柔。
他还不懂，永远不懂，一个拥抱能代替所有，
爱绝对能够动摇我。

因为你还是不懂，所以我也不想懂了。

手心里紧握着温度
已多余已冷却已冻结
留在那模糊的回忆里带不走
别说抱歉我最不需要那句对不起
独自解开冰冷的枷锁

自由，离我越来越远。
我居然

无所谓了。

真的不在乎了。

2007-11-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

OHGREAT! IVE GOTTEN THAT PINK NICE TOP NOW YAY!
~~and i owe des 22bucks.~~

AND OHYAY IM HAPPY WITH SUBJECT COMBI
AND MY GPA. (:
~~although some kind ppl had to demoralise me with gpa of 4.08 -.-"~~

AND THE E MODULE THING KINDA SUCK
~~thanks to some people~~

but ohwells who cares abt that when i get to shop!
i still like that orange/blue topshop tube BUT.
i dun think i have that WOAHH figure to wear it nicely though. so wells ITS FINE.
~~i shant rub it in anymore~~

AND.

MY SHOES! I WANT THAT PAIR OF SHOES!

...desiree~~~~~~~
...laoo ma~~~~~

ohwait isnt christmas coming..?!
*hint*

*HINT HINT*

*HINT HINT HINT*

THAT PAIR OF SHOE VERY NICE
MY SHOE SIZE IS 4 OR THE 35 ONE.

(:

isnt it obvious now~ HAHA (:

oh and des bought a ring for me
and i got one for her too.
HAHAHA
it was like.. one whole ring but we split it up.

wells
at leats better than those two lesbians
who bought a pair of heartshaped necklace.

~~kristy! later SOMEBODY jealous ar...~~

HAHA alright im tired im off to bed! good night world! <3

2007-11-01T20:11:00.000+08:00

went shopping with des and xr. at citylink>marina sq> suntec
my feet gna break soonn..
OH AND ME AND DES BOUGHT A WALLET EACH!
YAYYYY GOT NICE WALLET NOW~ (:

the one on the left is mine! the black one is des! (: nice right!

and we had lunch at pizza hut!!!

huiwei's lunch: hawaian pizza!! (:

desiree's lunch: some baked pasta i forgot the name! (:

HAHA! xiurong's lunch: some mango fizz with icecream.

HAHAHA! alright~

xiurong ate her lunch before she met us. ah wells~
AND THE THREE OF US BOUGHT A NICE TOP!
(:
ITS REALLY PRETTY WE RESERVED IT
AND WE GNA GET IT TMR I CANT WAIT.
(but its 37bucks I FEEL LIKE THE PAIN)

nvm HAO KAN JIU HAO!
i hope its not impulse buying.
BUT IT LOOKED REALLY NICE THOU! (:

and... altgt,
me and des spent 70bucks in a day.
woahhhh ><

okay i found this will uploading those photos..
from jiasheng de!
that time he sent me...
cux.. i duno why. HAHAA.

2007-11-01T18:46:00.000+08:00

somehow ive been having this wierd feeling these few days.
yet i cant pinpoint what it is.

its just strange.

happy yet not happy.
sad yet not sad.

:/

and i dint have any slp for 2 days alr.
since the night of olvl.

i am tired but once i close my eyes,
i get that wierd feeling again.

i thought i was just scared for olvls.

BUT I DINT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING!
i promise.
i just have that funny feeling
and somehow my heart will feel like its contracting
like its being squashed or sth.

and then my brain will think abt the most absurb stuff
(eg xiurong being a dog)
and I DUN EVEN KNOW IF IM SLPING OR NOT!

its just dumb.
and it feels like some di4 liu4 gan3 thing.
i keep having this bad feelin... like sth bad is gna happen

YET I CANT PINPOINT WHAT IS IT.

this is so torturing.

and disturbing.

2007-10-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

sometimes i think im too easy xin ruan.

okay thats a random phrase.

2007-10-31T15:45:00.000+08:00

OHYAY! chi olvls is finally OVER!

but the results still matter. HAHA. (:

im really impressed with my cousin.
he couldnt differentiate between 买 and 卖
and apparently he got them all wrong in his compo!
but wells, AT LEAST he know that its wrong now.

and thanks to my mum, im rather :/ over my yan jiang ci now..
she say my content not enough..
ci qiong.
yong ci bu dang.

:/

its quite demoralising.
esp after i told her the paper was fine.
and she kept on saying like
i nvr put in effort to improve like that.
):

BUT I THOUGHT I DID IMPROVE!
):

nvm. its the only subject she cares anw.

OHYEAH! and wen laoshi smsed us yesterday night!
so sweet right!
and kurt too!
he said
"good luck to you! Get that A you want! with much love. "

isnt it sweet! awww...
well.. he can be quite nice. except for the fact that he is bossy. HAHAHA!
i felt kinda touched by that sms cux..
i nearly got into an argument with him cux of the chi os.
OKAY i changed my opinion of him.

(:

wells wells wells~

my malay listening compre was quite fine.
except for the fact that me and xiuhui couldnt understd half of what the person was saying.
and that the questions were so wierd

i think i will be more than happy with a pass.
well i cant expect too much with my wonderful standard you see.

OKAY!
shall work hard for malay paper now! (:

XIUHUI THAT FREAKKK WILL BE FLYING OFF TO JAPAN!!
NOT FAIRRRRR!!!

okay the world isnt fair in the first place.
anw,

YI LU SHUN FENG XIUHUI~!!!!!
WO HUI XIANG NI DE~!!!!

study hard for malay too poot!!!
WE GNA GET THAT A1!!!
(thats kinda impossible, but yeah we should always be optimistic!)

BYEBYE XIUHUI~!!!!! (:

2007-10-30T11:41:00.000+08:00

now playing:
one of my fav songs. from 恶作剧之吻.

听见方雅娴

你不开心的眼仿佛将我推到悬崖边缘
距离就算再靠近眼前我们一样没交点

没有你的世界就像寒冬没有春天依偎
少了你陪在身边我的四季只剩下冬天

悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演
静下来的世界
有我的思念也有你的空虚无边

你有没有听见
寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延
它住进我们之间
消耗着我和你的永远

你有没有听见
思念的呼唤传遍每条街
就算你走的再远
累了回头
我就在你的身边

2007-10-29T20:11:00.000+08:00

back to blogger!
with that same old template.
(:

decided to move back cause....
...

ive no idea how to upload photos on wretch.
and besides posting, ive no idea how to use the other functions there.

:/

but i still like that xu wei lun's photo up there!

:)

i wanted the url to be strawberry-kisses, but damn
somebody took it
i went to look and that person had only 1 post.
that was in 2003.
asdfghjkl that person should be more considerate and
delete that blog for goodness sake.

dang.

alright ive been feeling so tired and sian for the whole day.
this kinda sucks because,
ive seemed to start getting sick of chinese
and i find myself not getting into the mood for olvls.

all thanks to wenlaoshi's 9mock papers.
im so gna treat olvl paper as..

just another mock paper.
..zzz..

one more day!
work hard!

(: